If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.
-Michel de Montaigne

yoyoyo.im christi. im usually in a good mood. the things you should remember is i love muffins. i have random moments a lot. i love watching action movies. silent movies scare me. i like music. music is my type of therapy. i am in a relationship and he is my muse. he pretty much rocks my world and im pretty sure he's more amazing than you'll ever be. i can be any emotion but it makes me who i am. my friends are awesome because we do random things like drink yoohoo and play rock band. i choose things for myself and i like being in control. i make up random sayings and songs everyday and i love pretty things. i love to dance crazy to techno music. i agree with the fact that you should do things according to what you want and you shouldnt lower your standards for anyone.

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26th April 2011

oh my fucking god.

to everyone who doesnt enjoy their inlaws, i am there with you. so completely. ok, about 30% of the time nathans mom is fine, like someone i would go partying with. the rest of the fucking time its like the demon from the exorcist is somehow implanted into her soul. lemme give you some examples. yesterday she called me because she needed a ride from the court house to her job at night. the courthouse wouldnt let her drive because she was on her pills. you know why she was going to court, overdosing on pills plus having a crack pipe in her fucking purse. like why the fuck would you take too many pills at the courthouse while you just got on probation for being caught with that shit. thats just one example. besides her up and down moodswings which drive me absolutely mad to where i wanna cuss her out, ive never met anyone like that. i was just watching a movie in the room and she came home, already pissed off. “oh no, open a fucking window, blah blah fucking blah.” all that shit because we plugged in the maytag air conditioner. i mean, newsflash, its fucking 100 degrees outside right fucking now. plus, i dont even know how many times ive heard her say that nathan was a bad father. PLUS she said that ever since nathans been with me that he’s been going downhill. WHO THE FUCK SAYS THAT? so fucking rude. nate and i are tired of it. i cannot wait to get my own place.

26th April 2011

i just feel like writing.

i know this is my first post ever which im kind of excited about but if you end up following me or whatever, youll realize that im honest in everything i say. i used to have a xanga account which i still do, but i figured a new start would be great. it was only fun on xanga when i talked to matty on there. we were so crazy about each other back then. key words: “back then” thanks zack for fucking ruining that relationship. like matt and i had something special and yes, it was wrong to fuck your best friend at the time but we were crazy about each other and maybe one day you’ll understand that. and i know it happened a long ass time ago but you said that all you feel toward me is hatred and i didnt say anything. what i was really thinking was more of “fuck you, you stupid bitch. you disgust me and the sex with you doesnt even compare to the sex i had with matt, so FUCK YOU.” but like i said, im over it. i just had to get that out. i think matt is the first guy i have truly been in love, fucking crazy over. sometimes i think about if we ever lasted and what my life would be like. i cant say what it would be like because i cant predict the future so i just dont know..

currently, i am dating nate. we just had our one year on april 20th. yeah, hahaha it was on weed day. (: like i was thinking this morning, i hope when he tells me he loves me, he truly means it because there is no doubt that i do. like i hope he doesnt get tired of saying it, or he is just saying it because he is so used to saying it. whatever it is, i just dont want him to stop saying me he loves me so truth or not, keep saying it baby.

everytime i post something im going to post a random photo on here, because i do everytime i blog. hope you like my tumblr. (: